All of my scenarios are all about break up, fight, make up… Truth is I just love it. XD but I think now I’m done with stuff like that and decided to try something else… I’ve been obsessing over cute stuff, force marriage and smut lately XD so, I’m kind of lost right now, feel free to submit a request.. that would be a very much of a help^^ any Kpop idol would do!!^^

“omo it’s G-dragon of big bang! OMO!” You playfully gasped at the sight of your boyfriend who just came out of the studio. “baby stop it. Let’s go” Jiyong flung his arm around your shoulder leading you into the exit. “OMO Tae oppa!” you ran toward Taeyang open arm. GD rolled his eyes annoyed. “My number 1 fan is here, did the cocky dragon ask you to wait for him? Aigoo” Taeyang playfully pinched your cheek.

“Nah, I insist on going here because I want to see you” you playfully said, Teasing the dragon who was holding his fire breathe.  He scoff out of disbelief. He went to get you and drag you out of YG’s building and into the car.

“Just get in the car, I’m really tired to deal with you right now” He motion you to get in the car. You scrunched your nose at him before get into the car, crossed armed.

“babe, you don’t really have to do that to get my attention” he stated as his eyes still stuck on the road. “what do you mean? You know I’m always a fan of Taeyang oppa.” You replied, he closed his eyes for a second and sigh. “let just head home”

You were upset he had been neglecting you. Being a perfectionist he always over do things and bring home, work. You decide to play around YG, bring him food and everything but he just can’t see that and keep on asking you to leave. Few days ago you start getting close to Taeyang as both of you come from same hometown, and worst GD find out that you used to be Taeyang’s fan.

“Stop it. Don’t come to YG” he said as soon as he opened the door of his apartment. “why?!! I didn’t do anything!” you protest. “beside I didn’t came to see you” you lied. He glared at you which caused you to swallow your saliva, even though you know he was completely not happy you still don’t want to give up.

“I came to see Tae oppa” you mumbled. “DO YOU WANT TO BREAK UP?” he yelled at you, you were shock by his sudden burst and your eyes blink rapidly. “Am I even your girlfriend?!” you yelled back, “You keep neglecting me! One time I saw you hanging out with big bang member at ap-gu-jeong as if no one is waiting for you, you’re not even in work!” you cried, he was slap by your words. He knew he was wrong.

“There is no point having a boyfriend who doesn’t care about you” you exclaimed wipe your tears with your sleeves, “baby” he walks closer towards you step by step. “I wish I meet Taeyang oppa before you!” with that you ran towards the bedroom, hiding under the cover and cried.

You were wiping your tears when suddenly an arm wrapped around your waist. GD cuddled close to you in the bed. “I’m sorry, I’m just stressed over the concert. I need to drink but there is no way I would get drunk in front of you” he voiced out, kissing the top of your head. “I’m sorry too” you apologize and buried your face into his chest. “Don’t ever make me jealous over Youngbae” He warn. “Are you jealous?” You questioned, eyes wide. He nodded, “I thought you weren’t” you smile ears to ears, “why wouldn’t I?” he pouts, you kissed his pouty lips and shook your head.

“I thought you don’t love me”

“There’s no way, I’m madly in love with you. That’s why I snatch you away from being Youngbae’s fan.” He chuckled.

-Babe, I’m home late tonight. Don’t forget to eat and don’t wait for me. Love you- you took the memo on the fridge. He probably went to work while you were sleeping. You pulled out a glass and poured the milk. Leaning against the counter you take a sip of it.

It’s been hunting you, “am I really good enough for him?” being the girlfriend of G-Dragon leader of Hallyu number 1 Idol Big Bang, the pressure is unbearable. The pressure of the thought of losing him, the pressure of people around you and him. All you want is to build a happy family not a busy boyfriend that you have to pretend to be perfectionist bitch while meeting his friend.

Of course it’s not his fault, “maybe it’s my fault.” For wanting something more than I deserved.

“Thing should be returned the way it’s supposed to be or I will lose twice the thing I deserved.”

You have no choice it’s either now or never, you are going back to your hometown at Busan, going back to your family and meet a nice guy you can share your love with. The one you could be confident of. Then only can you live in happiness, without being threatened by crazy fan, being looking down on, being criticized.

You put the glass back and make your way into the living room. On your way you heard the front door opened with your boyfriend coming in. “baby! I’m off” he hug you tightly. “the studio got upside down, the equipment went off. So you can have me for the whole week” he said kissing your shoulder. You let out a bitter smile.

“Jiyong-ah, we need to talk” you voiced out. “Of course we do, I have been busy for what could have been a month. Of course we need to talk and… spend some quality time together.” He trailed his finger down to your lower back; you know what he means by that. You quickly push him away. You saw his hurt expression but you choose to ignore it.

“I’m going back to Busan” you said. He nodded his head. “for how long?” he questioned. “forever” you replied biting your lips. He raised his eyebrows at you, “babe we can’t. you know I’m working here in Seoul, how do you expect me to live far from Seoul?”

“Let’s break up” you stated in one breath. He was lost of words, his mouth was opened, he wanted to say something but nothing comes out of his mouth. “You deserved more than just me” you added, trying hard to not let a single tears from your eyes. “than just you? are you kidding me? you are more than what I deserved.”

You shook your head rapidly. “You are just too much for me. The pressure of being your girlfriend. Everything is too much for me”

Now there you are, pulling your luggage going out of the apartment. With him on the balcony holding tight on the metals trying to breath a fresh air. “It’s hurt you to see his veins almost popped out of his forehead, you won’t be surprised if he broke the mirror just after you left, but now he was holding it.

“I’m sorry,” you mumbled.

You get into the car, as soon as you were about to drive you felt dizzy, you hold into your temple trying to bare the unfamiliar feeling.

It’s not getting any better that you decide to go see the doctor.

“Congratulation _____-shi. You are pregnant.” The doctor smile as he hand you the report. “I—I’m pregnant?” you asked as a drop of tears falling down your cheek. ‘I’m ruined’ you keep on thinking how are you going to face your family, telling them the father of your baby is no longer with you. How are you going to raise the baby alone?

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Few weeks later

“Are you so not going back to him? Or even your family? Gosh _____ get back to your sense he still love you, don’t be selfish. Think about your future child, what are you going to answer if it ask you about the father?” your friend yelled at you. you had your head hanging down.

You don’t want to seems like you’re using this unborn child as an excuse to get him back. You still have a pride. Ego even.

The doorbell of your friend’s apartment was heard. “wait here” she said getting off the bed and went to get the door. You had your hand on your stomach, thinking of what could had happened if it wasn’t because of this break up, would he also leave you if he had known?

“_____-ah” you raised your head at the familiar voice before the bed room door. “baby” your GD ran towards you and kneeling before you. “why didn’t you tell me?! why do I have to hear about this from someone else?! I have the right to know even if you hate so much to even see my face!”

You were still confused by his presence. “I don’t hate you, it just that… we’re over.” He shook his head. “I still love you, always. Please come neh? Let’s get married and raised our child together. Please don’t leave me!” he begged holding into your hand, you saw the sincerity in his eyes begging you to come back. You nodded as a tears fall like a waterfall.

He sit onto the bed next to you and hug you tightly, it seems like he had no attention to let you go. “I’m going to take a whole year off just to be with you” he said kissing your head. “Is that okay?” you questioned. “Don’t worry, my father are rich” both of you let out a laugh.

“thanks to me” you heard your friend who was yelling from the living room. “Thanks! I’m taking my wife back” GD a.k.a your future husband yelled back.

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You had a worried expression on, Dara had just told you about the high school senior in your years reunion. It’s been 4 years since you had graduated. You had always avoid going to that school, even just to send your sister to school, it reminds you the thing you had always tried to forget about. Him, your first love, your crush, the love of your life whatever you want to called it as.

Up until now his face keep on hunting your system, it never fade, your love towards him.

You always thought he would be the last one for you. But no, he decide to break up with you right before the graduation, as a result you had the most ugly face out of all in the graduation photo.

“Are you going?” Dara questioned, Bom nudge Dara who was clueless. Dara bit her lips realizing the atmosphere. “Is he going?” You questioned. “ye-yeah, I think so” Bom hesitate.

“come on ____. You should move on. Let’s go to this reunion showing him that you deserved better and that you are a strong woman” Dara encourage you, and with that you agreed.

All of you decide to meet at a club since all of you are all mature now, you put on the dress that Dara and Bom had prepared for you. You don’t mind all the effort that they put through just to dress you up but all you could think off right now is him. How are you gonna face him.

You settled down on the couch in the private room of the club. “You look sexy in that dress” Taeyang compliment you. You thank him but then again worried over your facial expression if he came, you don’t want to let him know you had been longing for him nor excited for him.

“The prom Queen is here how come the prom King not here yet” Seungri your classmate said referring to you and TOP, you were choked by his comment.

“I’m here” you heard familiar voice opening the door. He smiled but as he met your gaze, he froze, almost blank of what to do. He seems more nervous than you but at that time the only thing you could wish for is getting yourself drunk and join Dara and Bom on the dance floor but you just love yourself too much to do that.

“Sit here!” Taeyang get up from next to you. TOP hesitate before eventually sat next to you. “The reunion of prom King and Queen” all of them clapped their hand. You awkwardly smile, after a while you get up to get fresh air, TOP noticed you walk away and blame himself for that.

Little that you know he followed you to the rooftop,

“I’m sorry” you heard from behind you, you turn around and saw him, you smiled calmly, but inside your heart beats faster to the point you almost feel like fainting. “a-about what?” you questioned quickly turn your gaze somewhere else.

“I was going to debut under YG entertainment. So, sooner or later we had to break up too.” He explains, you let out a bitter laugh as your tear threatens to breakfree. He chooses his career over you. “you don’t have to explain, I’m through” you voiced a complete lie. “But I’m not”

You raised your head, staring at him confusedly. “I made a big mistake, there isn’t any day I had without thinking about you, I try to find you but Bom won’t tell me anything, it’s only right for her to do that after what I had done to you”

“I don’t care anymore, I just want you back” he stare with eyes full of hope reaching for your wrist and hold it against his chest. “this empty without you. please”

Your tears finally fall down your eyes, you quickly pull him into a hug and buried your face into his chest, he was shock but hug you back. That’s how badly you miss him. He broke the hug, staring deep into your eyes, planted a kiss against your forehead. “baby I miss you”

He pulled you for another passionate kiss, “I miss you too”

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sorry, I’m still in a Big Bang mode, will try to do some optional bias and other Idol too:)

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part 1. part 2:

“Noona” Seungri came ‘again’ for how many times you can’t even recall. Like usual, asking you to give up your pride and come back to Jiyong. He is not doing well and he even told you their album had been postponed. “I’m working right now Seungri.” You said as you proceed on making the coffee, you had been working in a café lately. It’s one of your favorite too. Though it’s reminds you of making Jiyong coffee every morning.

“Just listen to this, Hyung write this. You know he write song based on his actual experience. I think these show his feeling towards you…” He put the Ipod down on the table in front of you and left.

You continue with your work and ignore the Ipod even though you were curious.

“______, it’s my shift now” your co-worker voiced out. You smiled at him and went to the locker to get your things. You make your way out of the café and went to the bus stop. ‘Did I forget anything?’ You questioned to yourself. Then it hits you. You ran back to the café.

“Minho-ah, did you see my Ipod here?” You asked your Co-worker. “No” he shook his head; you let out a huge sigh and search near the table for a while. “Noona” You heard familiar voice from behind. “Seungri?” “I thought you leave it there in purposed so I took it back, here” He hand you the Ipod back.

“Please listen to every words carefully okay, Noona. just let me know if you need anything” with that he walk away.

You stare at the Ipod blankly, don’t know what to expect. Again you make your way towards the bus stop. Again you look at the Ipod blankly, whether to listen to it or just wait, just when your about to plug in the earphones the bus stop. You stuffed back the Ipod in and get in the bus.

At your home, you do your homework, doing the laundry completely forgotten about the Ipod. As you finally settled down, your phone vibrates.

-Noona, have you listens to it?- Seungri.

Then only after the message had you remember about the Ipod. You pulled the Ipod from your handbag,

-The winter had passed

-And the spring has come

-We have withered

-And our hearts are bruised from longing

It’s been a few weeks since the broke up, spring is coming.

[Flashback]

He hugs you from back as you try to make a hot chocolate to warm yourself. You smile as you can smell his scent, you turn your face around and give a peck on his cheeks, and he giggled as you did. “Should we get married next spring?” he questioned smiling ears to ears.

“would Yang hyunsuk-shii agree to that?” I said knowing the answer. It’s time for the first generation Idol like Baby vox, H.O.T to get married but Big Bang member you don’t think everyone would agree to that. Not even his fan. Not even his family.

“he let me date you, why would he say no if I want to get married early. Sure I love my career but you always comes first” you let a chuckled. Truth is you want to say yes but you know he loves his career, you don’t want to be the block in his dream.

“come on, marry me” he said as he lift you up bridal style and spin around. “yah! Put me down”

[End flashback]

You brought your knee up to your chest, you let out a chuckle but were accompanied by a tears falling down your cheeks, knowing the reason of the break up is your selfishness and the fact that you dishonor his trust. How can you fall into the trap and decide to break up over the smallest matters. If only you swallowed in your pride and apologize, if only.

-(i’m singing my blues)

-Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow

-(i’m singing my blues)

-The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

That part hit you, as you sobbed. You pulled the earphones from your ears. Can’t stand anymore of it. ‘Is he really giving up on me?’ you keep on questioning yourself, the more you think of it the more tears falling down your cheeks.

‘The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh’

This is not right, you get up and grabbed your coat. If he going to really end this, like really, you don’t mind confronted him for maybe the last time.

“Noona??” Seungri called as he saw you going in the YG’s building, you can’t spend even a glance at Seungri because the only things matters to you right now is him, Kwon Jiyong.

You walk the way to the studio Jiyong used to play in. As you make the way in the hall way you stopped. There he is, he saw you, you know he saw you. For a second you thought he had a confuse expression on but the next he did was continued his way as if nothing happen, he walked passed you. He did that.

“Yah!” You shouted, you turn around to face him and he too but this time he had shocked expression on. Without realizing you had a tears escape from your eyes. “Ho-how ca-can yo—d” you can’t even breathe another words as he run towards you and hug you tightly. “it’s really you” you heard him mumbled as he buried his face into your shoulder.

You were confused.

“I know it’s my fault, I always told you that you always comes first yet I left you alone longing for me, the least I can do is text you but I didn’t even do that, always had you worried over me, I’m not in my best condition at that night, nothing seems to be going my way and I end up throwing my temper at you, now every girl look just like because the only thing I could think about is you. please come back…”

You can feel his tears on your neck. That had you wake up to your sense. “I’m sorry” You apologize, he broke the hug and stare sadly into your eyes. He thought you were going to say no but you shoot his idea by giving him a peck on lips. “for not trusting you”

“I love you, marry me” he smiled, hugging you. This time you keep on silence, not protesting nor support the idea. He decide.

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Extra:

“good job maknae” Taeyang high fived Seungri as they witnessed the scene. Seungri nodded proudly. “now we don’t have to deal with his temper over the breakup” TOP added.

“but did he mean that? Marrying her?” Daesung questioned. All of them point their eyes towards Daesung. “Marry???!!!”

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You miss his touch, the way he would hug you from back and cheer you up when you’re upset. But now it’s nothing but a pain in ass, the way both of you can’t stay in one place with each other around for more than a minute. This is stupid, just because of that stupid work…

[Flashback]

You were so happy because your birthday is right around the corner but no. not anymore. Jiyong had been working so hard that he barely manage to get home, and the only time he is home is when it’s time to sleep. You were so upset but you’ve been a great support to him, you can’t say anything about it.

This gap suddenly became not only a load in your relationship but also took place in breaking you and him,

Every day, even if he’s in work he would text you, telling you what he was doing and apologize for being busy, and told you he would be back home late but it just stopped at one time. This question keeps on hunting you, ‘what if he met any beautiful trainee in YG? What if someone try to hook him up with any model or actress? What if he was tired of me? What if he just realized he could get better than me? What if Daragon or G-Bom is true?’

Deep inside you telling you to trust him, but your mind keep reminding you the previous dark experience you had with a jerk.

You have decided to ask this workaholic boyfriend of yours.

You stay late at night, waiting for him to come back home. Your headache start to get into you, for thinking too much, suddenly the door opened with your boyfriend coming in. “babe, still up?” he said. “don’t tell me you’re waiting for me” you keep on silent, gathers things you want to ask him about.

“Told you not to,” he hangs his coat and get a drink from the fridge. “I’ve been busy with wor—” “Is it really work?” You questioned even before he could finish his sentences. “You don’t trust me” he let out a bitter laugh. “how can I? It keeps on hunting me!” you yelled and get up from the couch,

He walks towards you slamming the glass on the floor, “Do you know how hard it was! I barely even get to sleep! And you’re telling something like this? What? You think I’m cheating on you??!” You see his fierce eyes glaring right before you. You already know this was coming, his ego worth a world.

He turns his face away before grabbed his coat and out of the apartment you were living,

“The least you could do is to tell me to trust you, not walk away”

[end Flashback]

After that, 3 days to be exact he sleep in the studio, how did you know? Seungri told you, sensing something was wrong. His mood while in work is no better too, Seungri told you that too.

The thing you most fear is what if he forgets your birthday? Your judgments prove you correct. Nothing comes out from him on that day, the day after that day, and until now. ‘Told ya, his ego worth a world’

Right now he’s home and he doesn’t even bother to look for you, to the point he ignore your presence. It’s already hard enough for you; you pulled out luggage from the closet and stuffed your things inside. You close your eyes holding in your tears, you keep on telling yourself you won’t regret this decision. ‘I’m just not strong enough to stay with a guy like him’ You don’t think he care enough to stop you either.

You pulled yourself together and pick your luggage up, just right after you turn to make your way, the door of your bedroom opened. Jiyong had his eyebrow knitted together. “where are you going?” he questioned. “Don’t pretend like you care” you tried to push him away from your way but he hold you in place.

“now you’re leaving me? I won’t stop you” he spoke but You know he didn’t mean it by the way he had his hand firm on your shoulder and the way he was glaring. But that doesn’t mean you wasn’t hurt by his word. “Well I was hoping that you won’t” you push him away and with that You consider the relationship has ended.

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tadaaa~ part 2 would be the make up.:)